this would be the same as me posting a picture in a bikini which is for some reason more socially acceptable plus the human body is a beautiful thing so no judgement here thanks ✨✨✨✨
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First 6 weeks eating a plant based vegan diet. Also been running to train for a half marathon. Starting this Monday I just began week 1 of Kayla insines bikini body guide, which I have done before with great success. Can’t wait to build muscle and see more progress
Body Check 1/28/18
This is literally the first time I’ve felt I’ve made visible progress so I’m gonna document it. My last recorded weight was 164.8 lbs. I didn’t include a front picture because I don’t see any chances in my stomach area yet. When I make more progress I’ll do these in less clothes so I can see better my progress. Just gotta keep going, can’t give up.
❄️🌸 Body Goals 🌸❄️
🌸 Thigh gap, even when my knees are pressed together tightly
❄️ Hip bones that are far past my belly
🌸 A flat tummy that has a cute belly button
❄️ Flat abs that always look good
🌸 Teensy tiny wrists
❄️ Slim calves and ankles that tuck cutely into shoes and boots
🌸 Arms that never, ever jiggle
❄️ Legs that thigh highs fit around perfectly
I won’t stop…
Until my boyfriend actually worries about me instead of encourages me,
Until my friends and family notice just how much weight I’ve really lost,
Until none of my clothes fit and I’m forced to buy a whole new wardrobe,
Until my stomach is flat, my waist tiny, my fingers dainty,
Until I’m someone’s thinspo or body goals,
Until they say “You’re so skinny!” instead of “You’re not fat”,
Until they ask, “What’s your secret?”
Until they ask, “Do you even eat?”
Until I’m dead.
Why I’m doing This.
-For not having a rash because my thighs will stop touching.
-To not be embarrassed or scared when people try to lift me.
-To feel more comfortable in my own body.
-To have some confidence for once.
-To have thigh high socks fit and be high up.
-To not have to spend so long shaving.
-To not jiggle when moving.
-To not be the fat friend.
-For the jealous looks from girls who want to have my body.
-For the compliments.
-For being able to turn heads with how good I look.
-To not have double chin.
-To see my collar bones.
-To feel my hips stick out sharply.
-To not feel disgusted every time I look in the mirror.
-To wear the cute clothes.
-To not have to be frustrated when something doesn’t fit.
-To be in the single digits for size.
-To look delicate but actually be a badass.
-To feel beautiful.
-To wear a 2 piece bathing suit without being uncomfortable.
-To feel good.
-To not be unhealthy.
-To improve my asthma.
-To be able to see why my boyfriend thinks I’m cute.
-To feel awesome in skirts and shorts.
-To see my jaw line be more prominent.
-To be able to feel my ribs without layers of fat making them soft.
-To be able to cosplay.
-To not have fat rolls when standing.
-To not feel ashamed every time I eat.
-To have the body I wanted since childhood.
-To not have to hide my body.
-To be able to wear crop tops.
-To wear cute tights and leggings.
-To be able to wear yoga pants without fat showing through.
-To rock skinny jeans.
-To not have thighs that are almost the same size as my hips.
-To have a small waist.
-To love how I look.
-To feel hopeful everyday.
-To not feel as anxious or insecure when people look or stare at me.
-To be able to show my arms and shoulders.
-To not have to worry about my health as much.
-To not feel fat everyday.
-To have self control.
-To hear those amazing words: “You lost weight”.
-To not hate myself so much.
-To finally feel proud of myself.
-To be perfect.
Ana, show me perfection.
I won’t stop…
Until my boyfriend actually worries about me instead of encourages me,
Until my friends and family notice just how much weight I’ve really lost,
Until none of my clothes fit and I’m forced to buy a whole new wardrobe,
Until my stomach is flat, my waist tiny, my fingers dainty,
Until I’m someone’s thinspo or body goals,
Until they say “You’re so skinny!” instead of “You’re not fat”,
Until they ask, “What’s your secret?”
Until they ask, “Do you even eat?”
Until I’m dead.
I’m a skinny girl trapped in a fat girls body.
And 2018 is the year the skinny girl breaks free.
Someday I’ll be skinny and when my husband sees me naked I’ll feel sexy and desired, like something he deserves, instead of how I feel now when I look at my fat body in the mirror.
Some of my fave thinspos. They inspire me so much. If you keep working hard you can be someones favorite thinspo. Imagine a girl/boy looking at you and saying “wow. I wish I had their body. They are perfect”




